i always wanted to speak out as it is very tiring to keep everything inside yet i couldnt found anyone that could be a good listener or im too choosy.I dont have all my friend to know too much about me.As i grow up i find it difficult to speak out.If i say out the truth people will feel as if im a devil but if i dont i find it very suffer.This is what my life is about.Since small i would tell everything that i feel to my her but thing changes.Since she enter uni eveything change.I really wanted to tell her but i found out that everything i told her someone will know about it.I really need some privacy please.If i tell everyone about how you feel or even how you act like at home would you be happy? I know he is your buddy yet everything have a limit.I just hate my life because of this.Each and everyday i have to pretend.Pretend not to know that you msg him pretend not to know that u chat with him and even pretend not to know everything that i actaully know.Even if u dont tell me i can feel it.Dont you find its tirirng? i really tired with it.I hate to pretend yet nothig much could be done.
pretending have been a part of my life~
pretending have been a part of my life~
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